How shud a holiday be ? I am so convinced by the answer in my mind that I never bothered to think beyond that. I guess its circumstances and I shud say time which makes u aware of a lot of things which willingly u wud never. Wat a bad wayto start my holiday with a minor surgery in my rite feet , now i can imagine wat a major one wud be like. This is a voice coming from my feet which is still crying out loud in pain. But the end was fabulous with " Stranger than Fiction ". All the timeI kept feeling as if I have somethin in common with the central character Harrold. Obssesed with time , not been able to do wat I really feel like doing...... and so on. A sense of urgency has made me the way I am. But that ends wen I can see these small urgencies are leading me up to a place wen they will be no more. But I cant see that now as there is a hope of going beyond them. Its hard to accept that I might not see the next day someday especially at this poin in time. I feel I act in a logical and rational way but I find hard the very simple fact that I am leading to my end as anybody else , its just a matter of time. Somewere my story has already been written and I am just a part of the fiction. May be that's the reason I like non fictions coz they dnt end they remain and exists forever.
Hope to understand the fictions and develop a liking for them , may be then I wud start accepting realities as they r close to final reality of having an end. But till then I believe that I 'll exist and remain forever.
